Sometimes I fantasize

Sometimes I fantasize about everyone dropping out of college, ripping up their social security card, burning their money, taking off all their make up, stop laughing at jokes that aren’t funny, collectively helping those in need, smiling because we’re happy and not because we’re so desperately trying to hide something, just told people how we really felt and if they don’t feel the same way just understand it and move on feeling happy with yourself that you told them, just read books and talked about them, stopped being racist but saw culture ethnicity and color recognizing it as beauty, believed differently but didn’t care because we are just so happy to have one another to keep us company and keep the lonely at bay, if we all just stopped pretending this life is a battle we can’t win. So maybe I should stop fantasizing and starting thinking.

This is not meant to be political. This is my inner child fighting to stay alive, and I will protect her, always.

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  • #life #peace #world #lies #truth #maybe #books #people #together #thinking #jokes #laughing #funny #sometimes #reading #happy #sad #need #money
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Being a Saint is Practice, Being a Sinner is Art

There’s a difference between not being nice and being mean. I know because they are two very different things for me. So watch out world. Consider this a warning. People need to stop bouncing in and out of my boundaries  because I’ve been counting how many times you’ve crossed the line. 

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  • #people #life #annoyed #holiday stress #stress in general
  • 1 year ago

I saw half his face, He read my mind.

Oh and also another day a while ago a guy that looked like the intern from The Office that looked like Matt Damon sat next to me in the foreign lab.  I think he looked like him. His profile did, but seeing as I always seem to have an awkward encounter in that lab I decided not to stare or come up with some elaborate plan to see the front of his face without seeming awkward and then it becoming awkward and ending in me saying either,”I was just seeing if you looked like someone I thought you looked like, but nevermind.” or “do you know that you look like that guy that looks like that other guy?” yeah so I knew that would happen so I just kept doing what I was doing. Although I tried to look at him whenever he started facing my direction, but as soon as I would almost see his face he would turn away. It’s as if he knew exactly what I was thinking and was trolling me the whole time. He was probably a mind reader. Well if I ever see him(the side of his face again) I will be one step ahead of him!

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  • #I'm a weirdo #Strange #people #life #awkward #guys #The Office #Matt Damon #The title sounds kind of romantic but let me assure you that there was no romance whatsoever just me and my awkwardness of trying to find...
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  • Today we had to introduce ourselves to a couple people in class and get their information just in case we missed class. This is what happened to a very tired, bored, and hungry me.
  • Guy:*turns around* Hello AJ. My name is Guy. ( not really named Guy)
  • ME:*thinking* HOW DOES HE KNOW MY NAME?! I DON'T REMEMBER WEARING A NAME TAG. *LOOKS DOWN* WHERE IS MY NAME TAG?! I WAS NEVER WEARING A NAME TAG!!! IS MY NAME ANYWHERE ELSE ON MY THINGS?! *looks around at my own things* OMG NO IT'S NOT. DID HE READ MY MIND? DOES HE KNOW ME?! Just pretend you know him too , but not enough just in case that's not it.
  • Guy:...
  • Me:*thinking* okay do I know his name? Should I just guess? no he already said his name.
  • Me:Hello Guy, I'm A.J. *thinking* OMG MAYBE HE ... omg roll that's where he knows my name...riiiiggghhttt
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  • #awkward #college #people
  • 1 year ago

Dinosaur Dentist Clock

I don’t have anything to write about, but I feel like writing. I’m going to the dentist today. I am having mixed emotions about it. I remember asking myself at the beginning of one of my journals, if I finally got to sit in an “adult” chair and now I just don’t care. I think it’s because I know I am not going to sit in the child chair and not have that dinosaur clock to watch while the dentist tries to talk to me. or read the colorful toothpaste flavor charts even though they are usually out of all the good ones. It is always interesting to think what I could have gotten and maybe they tasted worse.

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  • #dentist #people #life #stuff #teeth #dinosaur #clock #awkward #remember #old #growing up #emotions #feelings #journal
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  • #the dark crystal #movie #scifi #sci fi #gif #sleep #me #personality #feelings #people #upset #mad #lol
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  • #scorpio #madonna #zodiac #enemies #people #friends #love #hate #hahaha #I knew it #The Internet Agrees #and this person #lol
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O.o no shame…

That awkward moment when you are cleaning your room and dancing in your underwear to LMFAO’s Sexy and I know it, because you are alone in your house and you start yelling things you have done that should be only for to your pets to hear and then your mom walks in the front door and you look at her like, O.O “WHAT DID YOU HEAR WOMAN?!?” 

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  • #omg #my life #shame #NO SHAME #NO FUCKS DO I GIVE #life #people #LMFAO #SEXY AND I KNOW IT #parents #fuuuuuuuuu #awkward #awkward moment #my mother has a tumblr facebook and twitter wtf am I thinking lol I don't care not that big of a deal but if she reads this she might thi...
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 queendickface answered: yeah, I’d say so. I’m in the same cusp so I thought i’d blurt…still, I do not know what I’m supposed to be answering so uhhm….hi there.

Hello! :{D yeah idk exactly I just wanted people to ramble. lol It’s strange, and exhilarating being a cusp. I can defiantly feel the raging ice and fire inside. lol GO CUSPERS! 

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  • #cusps #scorpio #sagittarius #rample #questions #stuff #people
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Lids shut

I want someone that knows me so well that they can read my eyes, when they are shut…and I am in another dimension.

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  • #love #life #soulmate #friends #family #people #read #eyes #dimention
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Need to up my game in the positive quadrant

One of my friends just pointed out that I always see the negative in things. He is right. Completely true. I mean I do see good things to, but the negative is more prevalent. well sometimes. :/

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  • #friends #energy #positive #negative #things #people #life #stuff
  • 1 year ago

boring borings

Why do politicians lack a sense of humor? For example when they are on SNL why are they so boring I want to die? I don’t want to vote for boring people. 

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  • #SNL #politics #Politicians #humor #die #vote #boring #people
  • 1 year ago

President Barack Obama Singing LMFAO’s “I’m Sexy and I Know It”

omg this. this is great.

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  • #Barack Obama #president #politics #people #video #youtube #music #LMFAO #I'm Sexy and I know it
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